sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
Things juz doesnt go e way i always wanted.. every moment i spend with u, i feel e happiest.but u dun feel tat otherwise ba.. every one of us has someone tat we love inside our heart... i cant help but to confess to u..u r e one tat is inside my heart always. the night u ask me:"who i love?"... i stumbled and couldnt ans...and yet i give e ans as:"i love myself" actually in fact..the real ans is hidden inside me..:"i love u" i juz couldnt find e courage 2 say those words 2 u... cos i know...or probably i guess, u already had someone inside yr heart..and tat person is not me... it doesnt matter...juz know tat i love u always... i juz couldnt made myself to forget u..cos u r so important in my life... and yet i wont wanna say it out...cos i m too afraid... everytime u stood me up, i m upset..and yet i understand..i realise i m foolish for waiting for u..but i cant help it.. i didnt wanna make myself too obsessed in u as well..there is tis whirlpool kept turnin in my head...to run or stay?..i choose 2 stay...i choose 2 stay beside u..secretly loving u...u may say i m foolish..and stupid..and all those break ups tat u used to give me...make me wanna love u even more...y m i feelin tis way?is this love??..baby,pls note tat i m not obsessed with u k?..cos i tried runnin away but i couldnt..so dun walk out or treat me cold anymore..i need u. if u ask me,why i didnt think of my other ex'es,cos..they never treat me e way u treat me with love..when i m with u..i can be myself and felt love..but not them.. they do things tat i dun wan to happen...some people dun wan me to keep fallin in with u.cos they thought u r juz usin me..i know to me..is probably tis case.or other case..but i chose to..not let u go...i m foolish..but wad can i do..i love u too deep to let u go.... now tat we r in our trial stand together,i hope tat we pass thru tis obstacle..i know u dun have much feelin for me..but i m sure..we can build it up,if u believe,anything or even miracle can happen...believe..
yes..this is e reason y i ask u to see my blog..at least u r aware of my feelings.. it took me great courage..to write this in public...cos i had nv tell anyone how much u r important to me at all...
i guess even if we do break up eventually,history might repeat..all i hope is miracle to happen..tat we will last.. can u believe with me?
everytime it is always u who r confused and trash things out..now let it be my turn...lets us both take this opportunity to build up this trial stand..trust and believe..i m sure..we can do it.. i cant force love,i know... but i do hope it will last....love u... 12.32am..