sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
hello bloggy.... its 2nd dec...and i m writin my blog... haha..chalet was ok...i dun wanna say much..juz that it is not that nice ba... but i m glad that ben, michelle..came to stay over at my chalet the last night.. i m grateful of that...thanks guys..!! i love u all!!
i m somehow feeling tired..and at the same time..feelin sad..but at the same time,i m tryin to be happy... :) life is like that..haiz.....
time passes so fast..soon i be taking my n level results...if i really dun make it this year...i really dunno wad to say to myself....if i make it...i think i be happy.. :) but happy will be happy..i will be missin out alot from my good pals..cos most of them finish their o level already...and i dun think i will have a good chance to meet them up again..haiz..especially..someone..someone very impt to me right now...
but wad can i say,since this is the path that both of us chose...i got nothin to say..it is fated..haiz...
so many things in my head right now...how i wish..i can juz throw everythin away....and be happy..but its not easy..it takes time,..takes time for me to reflect on myself...wad have i done the past few years...tears* so much unhappiness..among us...
if u had been to my chalet and stay over with me for a day or so...i think u will have noticed that i m not that happy..there's a day..after we came back from hoe chuan's chalet..and went back to mine's...i juz went out alone...and it so happened that it rained...i dunno wad i m feelin that time..sad i m supposed..and i juz sit at my bbq pit and cried..cryin in the rain..and i kept on cryin...the rain juz kept on pouring..and beating every part of me...its like..the pain..its so excurisating...but i juz cant do anything....i juz dun understand...why muz this stuffs kept appearing in my head...unable to let go of it...u may say that i m thinkin too much..probably it is...but wad can i do?i cant juz pretend that these stuffs never exist...i know whoever read my entry today..will ask me..and care for it..all i can say is..thanks for yr concern..i m fine..i juz need my own will to make myself happy..
all i can say is..i will be happy dun worry!! probably after the trip to malaysia..i'll be happy..u never know..lol...now i m quite ok la..cos i had someone..with me now...i dunno whether or not..things will change after my trip..or i can say is..juz to hope for the best ba..hee...
k la..ppl..if u read this entry..pls wish me that i have a safe trip...i will be going tml..the 3rd..and be back..on the 7th! kk?...haha..so ppl dun find me around this period hor..cos i be in malaysia..i be going to genting highlands..afterthat i be going to KL..ya..kk thats abt it..anything..happens..come back then say k?muackz love u all!!