sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
i m holdin back my tears..... haizz.... cos my last year class...4n8 '04 they going for study break already... haiz... going for o level.. today we have farewell assembly for them...i was kind of havin mixed feeling when i first saw the class...i feel sad...almost bursting in tears..but i juz put a false smile....when i see michelle....she smiled back at me.. my class this year...i sit with them....but i juz felt abit weird...and i went down the row to sit with audrey.... last year 4n7'04...cos 4n8'04 is too far...from me.. its a emotional sensation..... and they play the song "graduation" ..make me even more sad..but i didnt cry...i m still holding back my tears....... i kept lookin back at the class that i used to be...where most of my close friends are there.... candice,steph yong, alicia, felicia,feena,louisa,siti,sheila,clarice,ivy,munsan,munting,pascale..casey.......they are all there..so far..yet so near in my heart....a dagger stabbed thru my heart... tears...but there is no tears to shed...so much memories with the class that i used to be.......mrs lee's death..we cried together as a class...the fun we had..during the class....the times i got scolded by teachers..the times the whole class make most of our teachers cry....its all coming back in my head.......they are soon to go for o level break.....without me.. but i couldnt cry..i m holding back the tearss... then after the assembly....me and aud went to find feena..the class... and i saw candice...she hugged me.... and i told her "study hard k?" but then when i see her face again..she is crying..and i began to cry..the tears had finally rolled down.....its so hard to control those tears...... feena came by me..and told me..:"dun worry k..dun cry..we will meeet up again after o level...we will..dun cry"..then later..its amazing..that..finally..i saw my class..half united for once..without serene..me and feena and candice..took photo together..this is the time i being waitin for...but serene juz not there.....she is not here in school...she is uncontactable....but i m happy..happy that i can take photo with my half-united group...so much memories with them...especially feena and candice..they were the one whom i will hang out with during recess,after school...during holidays..they were the one who taught me para para...they were the one whom i quarrelled the most and patch back the most.they were the one who give me most of the happies and sad memoriees..so much memories that we been thru...especially feena..been thru bad memories together..so much so that..our friendship was nearly on the edge of breaking apart..but we come clean with everything...things got better...candiceeeee..my "mother"..always there to wake me to my senses...always there to share her funniest part and parcel of joy...with me..thanks!!i love and gonna missss u badly!! study hard k?? then later we took individual photo.. outside..i saw nisa...and then took pic with aud, candice,and feena... nisa saw me..and she hugged me..for the first time i felt warmth from her...she told me..:"sam study hard k?u will make it..i will miss u..." i didnt cry...juz felt sad..i juz smiled..and nodded in agreement..sad...that i m leaving them so soon..no more memories that i used to have with them...no more bumping into recess.....later candice asked me to go her class..so i went to my class..take my bag..... but i saw yong..i cant help leaving her...i went to her...she saw me...:" sam lets take photo!" so we took...putting a smile..to be remembered..forever....she had been with me throughout abt 3 years...been there...when we realise that we are bottom 5 in sec 3..she was there..with me..holding hands with me...hoping that i will make it to sec 4n...and i did...and so does she.broke down in tears when we realise we make it.......when we in sec 4n...we make the most memories..drawing "cat stretching"..during history...but now there is no one to draw with me..... anymore.. she is the one who can be lame with me....together with alicia..we will go cosplay.... then afterthat went back to candice's class..saw louisa..and i took pic with her..she is my godsis..afterthat..she told me..:"study hard for o level k now that yr n level end"..i will remember her words....definitely......she is the one whom share my sorrows..she is also the one who i will take the most neoprints with..the one who i will study with..the one who will make the best part of me alive...i will miss her... then i took photo with ivy...she is the one who was there with me when i wanna go meet teacher during our study break for n level last year...she is there..my study mate...the one who i watch movie with...once....i will remember her.... afterthat audrey and i leave the place.....went orchard...audrey is the one who stood by me..all the time..share the happiest part in my life...always there...never leave....the friend who will joke abt the slightest things....haha..even today..lol..we got approached by a person asking us to be model...dotx..haha..and aud burst out laughing...lol..but we did leave our contacts....lol..
rung..wrote me a note....telling me not to be like her..study last min..ask me to study hard...rung is my "husband"..haha..she is the one whom i will share the fun part with..during the days we are close..she is there who will make me laugh. with her lamest jokes...i will miss u....!!
to all my ex-classmates...if i haven mention yr name pls dun feel sad..cos i really miss u guys..like pascale and casey..pascale..the gal who i will quarrel with..almost everyday and then we got the most common things that no one have..thanks for being there with me for that one period of time!! casey...we did said wanted to meet up..in the end didnt..but trust..we will..after yr o level k?:) hey guys all the best in yr o level...i wanna see u guys pass...and i promise u guys that i will study hard for o level......thanks for the advices that u guys give me..i will remember the memories..deep in my heart.. :) thanks for all the memories..for the past 3 or 4 years...in my heart, 4n8'04 is the best class that i ever went..and it will always be.. :)ciao!! take care..study hard..!!jia you!!
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