sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
i..aactually read my other entry abt 6 months back.... i dunno y..my emotions starts to take over me now.... and make me re-think abt my life right now... have i made the right choice? i wonder....i m confused....... cos i m thinking alot........ i know i shouldnt be doing that but..i really cant help it myself.. tears* i had been thinkin this since many days now........ ...................
...................... ............................what can i do?what can i say?everything had been done..and said and changed.. i was seen by many ppl tat i m weak emotionally..guess i m.....however i tend to be strong the next moment....but this problem had left me to fell even more........ ................its always abt this that i m facing....y??
all i ever ask for...is to leave this pain away.....hopefullyy.... :)
then i guess i be happyyy......i juz wanna be me......... i realiseeeee myself....i changed......so much so tat......everyone love the way i m now.. i kind of uncomfortable with it.... i dunno...... m i turning bad.?i know i cant do that.......i dunno......... juz wish to be alonne.....in this world
haizzzzzzzzz.................sigh......so many problems left un-solved in my life.....and yet i can live merrily..passing times as they goeesss...............
ciao...i wanna be drunk..tonight...i wanna leave tonight and nv return..i wanna leave eeveryone behind...i know its a selfish act....but i dunno y m i saying that.......if only u were in my shoes, i hope u can find the solution to this..i dunno what to saaaaay