sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
hi ppl!! haha...so slackkkkk..today....i didnt get back my exam paper today..but is tml...haha......today got e life and post exams activities..haha..fun right?
first, we had e life..it is when u sing christian songs...and pastor talkin...talking....and forcin people to go up to be christian...haha..but this pastor damned funny..share his past with us...abt how he was such a bad egg last time when he wa..can say..so far he is the coolest pastor i ever came across..lol...but when he ask ppl to go up to be a christian..i didnt..lol..juz didnt wan la..dun really like it...i believe in myself... :)
haha..serene had to do her 2.4km..so sad right?so i went to eat with peiwen..for recess..lol..then afterthat we got photo-takin...so funny...i got to stand with mari again during formal...lol..and the class wanted to put up this logo.."this shit is banana" during the informal.,...but mr koh dun allow..so they try other method..haha...then later...me and serene..sit beside with mr koh..how nice wad..lol...
then after the photo-shootin..me mari prisca and serene make our way to the church for our post exam activites..which they called the "amazing race"haha...and then when we got there we saw that our class is not there..ugh..so we went back to the photo-taking place again...and guess what...?we cant find howie'...ahh..so how? so we went to ask pastor bertum for help..and he had a walkie talkie with him..so when he talk to the rest of the -in-charge is so funny...he goes like.."all units listen up...we had four lost sheeps over here looking for their grp..they are in 4/8..group bravo..roger over" hahhahaha so funny right?haha..then he made us sit at one table..wait for our grp to appear..and we waited and waited..and i find that the waiting makes us feel like we r the lost items waiting to be found...and 4/7 came past us..they ask us y are we all sittin here..and i simply answered.."We are lost!" haha...so they laughed and said.."thats the lost and found booth huh?"haha..and they left..then pastor bertrum..told us.. "never mind we found u all a new group..."haha..so funny..and realised is jean's grp...comprising..of jean.wei ting,elizabeth..sharmila...shree....jeanette and us..lolso its good for mari cos all her group member are there..haha...i think the most fun part was the activity in the dance studio..where we had to follow an MTV dance...and the one that we follow was S.H.E...and the dance is so funny...haha..i felt like we r doing the chicken dance instead..haha..all jeanette's fault la!haha..all her stupid idea..but her stupid ideas make us earn points..haha..then later we went back to the church for another game.. "superman,batman and spiderman" and we ask our monitress, jean to represent our class..and jean was so cool and steady throughout the game.and.all..she ever does was..superman and spiderman....so nice right?lol...and in the end it was down between jean and my sister class..haha..and guess what we won!!!haha...jean..u raws!!lol.. then later when we return back to hall..........they announced the results..my sister's class got 6th! my class got 2nd!! throughout..oh gosh..first time i ever see 4/8 got 2nd..haha...but we had fun... i think today i m juz going to enjoy myself and prepare myself for doom tml...
cos........i getting back exam script..pls pray with me..."may luck be on my side" haha..i guess i m going to get back...english..chinese..biology and ss..and the subjects that i most likely i think i will flank would be english..bio and ss...hahahahaha....this is where my confident will be...lol....
and i aint going for dance anymore...yes..i do love to dance...but now i felt no point for me to go to dance since i m not going to perform tis year..and next year..i felt its wastin my time and i would rather spend the time concentrating on my n level....since THATS WHAT MY DANCE TEACHER WANT ME TO BE?.. CAN SHE BE more UNDERSTANDIN and LESS BITCHY for once?i do not care abt having bonus point anymore...its only 2 points that they they can cut.during o level.....waste my time la...and worst still, the instructor is teaching us BALLET.....and pls la...ballet is sooo wasting my time manzz...and i already know the basic..y do i have to bother abt the advance? i juz felt i had no interest in my cca now...no life...i love to dancee...ya..i really do..but i dun wan to learn juz ballet every lesson...this is not my dance club are made up of...dance club is made up of street jazz,hip hop...comtemorary dancing..and so on and so for....i felt i was very lucky when i m in dance..in sec 1..cos they had no auditions..haha..so thats how i got in...haha...and i think..i slowly progress from there...but i guess..ever since i injured my legs many times...be it fall or what..i felt my dancing skill is not that good anymore..haizzz.cos i had injured my right ankle(which i cant injured anymore!)and my left knee cap....and besides n level is soon going to take up most of my times this year..thats really no time for me to dance....and perform..i juz hope..that my interest in dance will be back again after my exams and all..and yes i guess it will come back..cos dance is like the way i love swimming...if swimming is not for me..dance is my next option... :) all i ever ask for now is to concentrate on my n level and move on to O level..and i dun wan myself to be pulled down in O level..where i know there will be a big change..and i know i m going to flank most of my subjects during sec5..i see it..and i know..my friends experience it..i know..i aint going to be like them..be pulled down..by their results...
i think...when i in sec 5, i m going to love myself first...be patient and dun rush things..and i muz nv nv ever be pulled down by my tests and exams even if i flank it....this is one problem that i guess i had to overcome....cos i experience it last year..i got so upset when my results flank..that i totally...burned out..and thus this probably is the reason y i retain..I WAS NOT CONFIDENT ENOUGH..haha..i had to learn from all these mistakes..and then my life would have been better..i guess in life..u had...to learn from yr mistakes and nv repeat it..and we shouldnt think of the negative sides..always think of the bright sides...if we flank this time round...put encouraging words to yrself... like..i can say.."never mind sam, u can do better...!tell them who is boss!" haha..i guess i always do that...i think right now i also doing it.. this msg goes all out to all my friends who are taking O level this year...think of the bright sides..dun give up on yrself..cos if u do that..u are going give up on yr future..its tough for u right now..i know..how u feel..but trust me..look out for the bright side of life..and it really works..although u may think..i juz say say only..NO ...it works for me... :) really..so dun give up k?...u all will always have my full moral support...so go aim for yr future...!haha...i suddenly felt so encouraging..haha
k la...i stop talkin already..wanna prepare myself for doom tml..hahahaha...dun worryyyy... :) i try and stay happy if u get back my result....hee..hee..bye..gonna sleep...ciao!