sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
hi people i m here to write again.. haiz...com hanged juz now..so i shant waste time... i juz start......well i was poundering over what my friend said...well i was talkin to my friendo on the phone this afternoon...lets juz call her jane...
jane and i had been close friend... how i know her?? hey hey...not going to say..hmm nobody know her except me..lol..
k i juz share what she say la k? well,i was askin her how was her love life? and she told me this..haiz.. she felt her current stead now is her ideal husband but not ideal boyfriend,whilelse she also told me that she still like her ex...and she felt her ex make a ideal boyfriend but not ideal husband,i ask her:"why u say so?"
then she told me that her current stead is like..very seldom meet her..cos he is always saying he very tired..and like whenever she msg him...he only reply her on occasions...and she is always the one callin him...then she also told me...he didnt want to end this relationship too...cos he still love her...she also told me that she understand that he is havin o level this year..but y cant he be like her ex..her ex also got o level this year..and still can find time meet up...and then she told me theres afew time she was depressed...and she msg her stead and tell him..unfortunately thats when he was asleep..and then afterthat she was hopin that her stead will msg her the next day..but he didnt.....then i was like:"WHAT DE..GIVE UP ON HIM LA!!"..she told me she cant although she felt she is like the one party handling the relationship and not him...cos she truly love him....haiz..she also told me all she ever wish is that he will spend more time with her...and think abt her feelings...but at the same time she was afraid that he will leave her if she say that....then i was like..."what de.....haiz u should let him know ma....at least talk to him..let him know how u feel"..then she told me..she tried already..and all he ever said was "sorry la..dear"...haiz.........then she say "dunno la"....then is like she told me..her stead say there will always be other time she can meet up..then she also go on to say..she really felt that he didnt put her in his life anymore..and she felt very hurt... as for her ex..i can tell that she was crying when she said all these..as for her ex..somehow make her feel happier...when she mention abt her ex..she told me she didnt want to be with her ex even though she love him..i ask her.."why?" she told me..because she was afraid of the consequence,she was afraid that if she leave her current stead and give her ex another chance..she was afraid to being hurt again..and also might affect her studies....then i ask her "y u stil like yr ex?"... she told me..because she felt her ex understand her more than her current stead and he is more gentleman...then i ask her "does yr ex know all these?" she told me no..she didnt want to tell him..cos she was afraid might end their friendship..she also told me that she even met her ex more than she met her current stead...more often nowadays..haiz..her ex also want to be friends with her for he want to have a friendship with her..and want it to last...forever...
then i began to think.....y do guys always like that....????y is it that they say one thing and mean another thing???take my friend for example...juz becauz of love she suffer so much..is this really true love?do u sacrifice yrself for love..now i finally know the meaning of love...love is selfish..she was afraid to tell all those to her stead cos she doesnt want to end te relationship...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................. dunno la...all these love things is way too deep for me to understand...........ugh..cant stand it.. even my dear rung(a ex-classmate..who is my "stead")...also another one... she told me she will stay loyal..to me and other three of her stead...i ask her how bout the rest..she said..she and the rest got no chemistry and lost contact..hahaha.... then i damned happy....then she tell me...."hmm..i m still young,i think i should try new type of love..maybe i go back to them"//then i was like....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!...............she is juz tryin to make me jealous.....ugh!!!ah..watever...its lame i know..but its very heartwarming..lol..u wont understand... until u tried it...i and rung had been together for at least 2year ...lol...so happy manz..but this year i wont lost contact even though we r different class..heeheee...love her to bits....
she is way too cute and too gentleman to be true....muackz..haha..k la..i stop here.... nana...dun be jealous hor........haha nana...let me tell u sth..me and rung everynight always "make love" nowadays u know...hahahaha...jealous????and we always make it..until very late at night.....jealous????haha..and she always tell me how much she love me...everyday..haha...jealous??
u all wont understand...lol..only some understand..lol..k i m crazy..byez...
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