sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
pretty tired..yesterday everyone come to my house for CNY... hmm...quite ok...juz that i m abit pissed with serene.. cos she never changed..... thought that she changed... she msg me,telling me that she bringin her bf and his friends... i already told her before tat i only want her to come... and she repeatin her same mistake again that she made last year.. i kept on tellin her dun bring them down..even candice and feena tried to tell her not to..cos of the incident last year... and she told me.."dun worry la,they will behave themselves and they really sincerely want to come down to celebrate new year"... i did not take in by her words at first.... but she keep saying...and make me very pissed.. then fine..i let them come in... thats the whole comontion... then feena know that i m pissed..so she asked me to talk to my mum abt this first... i did..my mum ok with it..but i m still angry with serene.. so when they came,hmmm....firstly ok....then afterthat when damien,feena,candice my aunt,my cousin pammy and patrina were playin majong in my room..they start to get vulgar..... i can see that my aunt and pammy are not happy....so they left the room... and i also left the room with feena...we talk it out in my mother's room... haiz...........................................
i m not going to say what we talk in there..cos its too personal.......... look,what have i done????? now every relative will think that i had tis kind of friends... i can tell u that i was not happy with serene bringing them down... i dun mind her bringin she and her bf... but its really way too much... i dunno some of them k... now everyone will think that i m the one who call them and i m the one who have this kind of friends.... why???? why???? why???? i m glad feena was here...if she is not here,i dunno what would happen... i think i too soft-hearted... why???? i said i changed..but have i?*tears* my relatives will have bad impression of me now...*tears* especially my cousins.....ugh.......i had a terrible headache..... serene never changed...last year already cause me a big scar in my heart... and then before that the reason for me not to invite them cos i dun wan to be scolded during CNY...candice and feena and myself already told her..but she dun wan to listen....and i know aaron pretty well..and serene even make me talk to him..like keep askin me to bring them in...so u should know how i feel.. i really dunno what to say now.. if she want it to be this way then i guess let her be this way... i can still be her friend i guess right now all i had to do now is to do what a friend should do... i dun want to spoil our friendship cos of this.. and i had no offence to hurt anyone...in this entry.. if i do...i would like to send my apology to u... afterall its in the past....although i still feel sad... enough is enough.....
anyway after candice,feena,serene and they all left..my rescuer came..hahaha...benjamin...he very nice right.....say will come at 7pm... in the end come at 11pm...wow....luckily my house still open..i wonder what will happen if it close..he make me fuming with fire!!!!haha.. anyway...he came..and before that i began to wonder how he got my house number???cos i think i never give him..hmmmm.... haha..and then afterthat he told me he haven eat so i give him food...to eat..(haha..make him sound like a dog.. no offence.. ben.. :x hee..hee..)then we catch up on our old times...haha..show him my album..lol.. so my cousins would think that he was my boyfriend...hmmm... no la....he is juz a friend..more like good friend to me... thats all..not beyond that..lol.. at first i ask him if he wanna gamble...he said he dun wan...very shy..("aey hmm!") and then i told him "hey this year dragon very good u know?".. then he went..haha.... lost a few times... then my cousins suggested me and him be banker..haha... i keep saying dun wan... in the end..we became the banker...can say that our luck is on our side.. pretty good..then afterthat we split...i got a triple 7...haha..so nice right? lol...we laugh alot....as in both of us...haha..and he was quite friendly to my cousins and friend..afterall he know both germaine and joey..directly and indirectly...lol... well...he told me he will come again next year..but will come earlier..haha.. then my mum told me..ben is better than the guys that serene brought..and ben look smart..hmm....i wonder if it is true?lol..true true..he got a nine in n level.. what do ya think?hey ben..dun think too highy k? lol...but i still think i m smarter and taller than him..haha...:p... well,glad that he made my day...up..lol...i told him abt serene...then he say even if he come early..he will be the peacemaker(aey hmm..like real!lol) haha...anyway..i juz dun understand one thing...ben everytime come after something bad happen in my life..like last year..vincent's incident..then this year aaron's incident...which is yesterday la..like after they left..he came....is he my sunshine after the rain??? dotx........dotx............dotx............. no way! he juz a friend...if u think it in another way... after he left,everyone thought i like him...haha.. no la.....i only treat him officially as a tuition friend cum good friend... and we always get along very well..this way...k..people...?....lol probably because we can read each other mine,thats why..so many people mistaken him that he is my bf..or i like him,..haha..i always treat my friends like that.if u haven notice..lol.. i think i belong to those like...make everyone think i like that person...lol... seriously speaking..i would rather have more friends than flirt with other guys..which i doubt i did that... i treat siew kai like that,i treat my friends like this...ben is one example... lol...i only treat him as friend..i dun flirt with him... i juz dun wan him to feel left out...i dun wan my friends to feel left out thats all...really...anyway..i think i being very naggy..and lond winded.so i shall go now...bye...people..take care..and happy new year!!!haha..enjoy yrself k? *************ps:no offence in hurtin anyone here..sorry if i have!
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