sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
i wrote this in multiply...cos juz now blogger..super slow.......so i juz copy and paste la..better...hahaa
haiyo...stupid blogger..make me cant write my entry again....ugh!!!it is so lagger.....i hate u..haiz....nowadays i been working..and haven been updating my blog.. haiz...but only one day that i will never forget and that is when that special someone..came to my life again...that happens on sat...after me and siew kai finish our job,we decided to call the special someone out.he agreed to meet up..then we met up at orchard...then he waited for us to pass up the surveys to mr chua...then we walked home...then siew kai say she got to rush..so she rush home lor....then left me and that special someone again...haiz..we stand at the bus stop...then he ask me.."samantha,so how r u?" i was kind of dreamin and didnt realy hear what he say....then i ask him to repeat again..heehe...then afterthat i told him..i m fine...i m still alive..haha...haiz..
then later in the bus,things started to become heated up..we both found out,we took the wrong bus...then i scolded him.."u see la!!!ask u follow siew kai..u dunwant!!" haha...so mean right?then he juz like..smiled smiled back at me..then somehow..we chatted..then i ask him is it because of other reasons that he break up with me?...then he said ya....then later..we dropped at suntec...to change bus la!!!haha..then we saw one tour bus..wanted to take but...haiz...decided not to..cos too late liao..then we went to the bus stop...wait for 162 again...
then at the bus stop,he ask me y i cut my fringe...i guess he was thinkin the reason would be that...i want to forget him..thats y i cut the fringe..but thats not the reason...i cant forget him at all..no matter how hard i try...then in the bus,he started to put him arms around me once again..and i feel the closeness once again..he told me he had funny thoughts...i already knew what is it...i didnt say....then he lie his head on my shoulder....then later he saw his friend in the bus....then..later he ask me..if i want to patch up...i ask him y he suddenly say that....then he told me..thats why he say he got funny thoughts..then i dunno why m i hesitating...i really wanted...but then becoz of "him"..i was afraid to hurt him...i told the special someone that...the problem is i really love the special someone..and wanted to be with him again..and yet i was afraid to hurt "him"...."him" had once told me.."if i found somone that i really like,i should go to him.but "him" will continue to love me...."..probably i never take this words when i was in the bus..when that special someone..touched my hands,i let go...y?y?m i feeling this way.....i should not have done that....haiz..then later that special someone..ask me to forget what he juz said....all the patchin up and all that...actually i told him to give me some times..but then...haiz.........
i dunno...i m in dilemia...i really love that special someone...i m the one having mixed feelins.not him anymore..and now..he told me he and i probably juz stay as friends cos he cant find the feelins....i found out i like the special someone more than "him"....and sooner or later..me and "him" will go together...its true..that what "him" told me yesterday...i need someone to help...tell me what to do can?????...i thought i could forget the special someone...but i was so wrong....i told the special someone before...... he can never be replaced by anyone...be it,vincent or "him"...its true..... the problem now is,he dun have that feelings for me..and he was afraid that our relationship would not last......and that...sooner,i m going to be another person'stead....haiz....i cant really say if i love "him" but all i know is i dun wanna hurt "him" and i love that special someone...becuz of this,it affected "him" and me...haiya..i dunno la...i juz hope things wouldnt turn out so complicated.....bye..shall juz end here..gotta work liao....bye..
hard to say anything..cos i know what that special someone tryin to tell me....but i aint feelin like that way...he is the one..probably...ya...
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