sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
here i m reflectin on what i had done......
everyone had been started studying....how bout me?
what have i done...?y m i always not improving myself? y have i not changed?y have i been so kind to friends...and in the end forgotten what i have to do......i m really making history repeat itself..y did i not stop it?tears* y have i start bloggin again??cos i m sad.no one is there to hear me..where else can i turn to?but myself..i want to pour out my feelings....u may say i m juz tryin to get attention..no..i m not.i m juz pouring the feelings out...if u dun want to comment then dun..cos i never ask u to....this is juz like a diary to me....
today after school, i went to find wenfang..found out that hoechuan is with them..haiz..i jz sit there listen to them talk...ok fine i m EXTRA...cos i m the only st marg girl...and hoechuan is there..if only wenfang told me he is there i would not have come...he juz keep on talkin non-stop...haiz..i juz sit there...i dunno if he pass any bad remarks abt me....but most of the time, all i know is...actually he does make a good pal...cos i never hear anythin much abt what he say abt me..i guess there's isnt..all along i know he make a good pal,juz that i was the one wrong abt him...maybe he did say.but it doesnt really matter now.....but right now i say all these is no use..cos our friendship is broken,* i dunno if our friendship will be amended, somehow i really hope we r stil friends..juz like how me and serene and candice.......
i was very lonely and depressed when i m not with them..even though audrey is there..with me...all along..i really nearly broken down....cos after the night i talk to candice...i really felt like crying..cos she touched me..her words...."sam we really juz concern for u only..thats no motive,we juz want u to be happy" tears* even now after i hear these words, i really feel like crying.......what have i done?i m such a lousy friend to hoechuan and all....last time...i really regretted..i even once treat hoechuan as my best pal..and look what i done???? my results dropped alot cos of these things that bother me......
after i joined back,i somehow felt happier...but i also decided to lay myself low...
i admit..i was still depressed..and thats was the course of my breakdown..and results dropped even more...dropped as in really dropped...i m the 2nd last in class..how does that sound to u?
however,during those period with that someone special,he teach me alot of things,he teach me to look on the bright side.. always cheering me up...and.even after we broke off..we still friends,i also learn alot...from him...fun to be with..brighten my days and best of all,he cherish friendship....not only that,the only one who always there on my happiest time of life.even though i was depressed at that time....really wanna thank him...haha.. ^__^ if u r hearing this, i really meant it from my heart....even if we wont have to be stead,its alright with me,cos i believe friendship last longer than going steady =)...(hey!hope u dun find me fan k...hehe..juz saying out what i want to say..lol.)hope our friendship last...all the best for nlevel.... always be the person i noe k?look on the bright side...haha..yr logo!*~may our surname rules forever!~*hahaha...
signing off from here..
i had chosen another way of death and hell, and not commitin sucide....
juz me,myself i know...deep in my heart...*suffering from depression & breakdown*
i know i m not going to make it for 5n...i know it myself...but y??
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