sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
i m writing this entry is abt me right now...i want to say everythin that i m right now..after those whole incidents,from vincent's incident,to hoechuan's incident to candice&serene's incident..i felt i like the way i m now...the incidents had put me to a test of true friendship...the day i went to see my vp in school...i took her words seriously..she told us..if we really want to make it thru for next year,i gotta put in my blood,sweat and tears..right now i felt i m doing partly of it...and the days i m not in good terms with serene,feena and candice..i felt very alone...and keep thinkin abt the things that i done...i was in the wrong..i was a total bitch....so does hoechuan..why m i like this?cant i ever grow up???these were my thinkings...i felt such a bitch...the night when i spoke to candice...i finally awake...and i patched with her but not serene...the day i went to meet ms kang..my whole attitude juz changed..right after she said..especially when serene told siti that she is ok..with me..i felt my attitude juz changed...totally..from a bitch..suddenly i realised that i neglected my studies..and i woke up...
serene,if u r reading this..i juz want to say sorry too for what i had done before....it was my fault too...i dunno what to say now...but all i could say is u r always my friend..i had not met anyone longer than u..who had go thru thick and thin with me since sec1..pls forgive me for wad i done... :)....
all i ever worried right now is my studies..will i ever make it?all i ever ask for right now is to pass all my papers...and get to sec5..i can see that everyone is worried for me,my teachers,my close friends..especially louisa,who had unfaillingly tried her best to help me..weixiang..who had wanted to help me with my maths.but i juz cant find the time to meet him to help me...i had also not forget abt hoechuan who had requested once to help me with my english during my mid year....but for now..i doubt he even think abt it after what i had done to him before...everyone had been tellin me i can make it...are they saying it juz to make me happy?or they really want to see a change in me?....
i m also very prepared to retained..even if i were to assign to retain,i would not cry..i m very sure.!i will only cry when i saw a big change in my studies..from bad to good...thats all i want to see..i deserved to retain after so many bad things had been up in my life tis year.i always tell myself,i m strong..i know it myself..but i had make everyone feel that i m weak..this time i m going to proof they r wrong..i do not care whether i retain..even if i had to,probably i will work very hard next year..i will..maybe its hard to say now..i will not pull myself down..this year,i had make almost everyone disappointed in me..i had gone thru too many sufferings,from scoldins&criticism to the resort of being a bitch, gotten beaten up by my own parents to the resort of all those negative thoughts...i decided to make myself changed..i m very happy with my life now..cos i m working very hard for my studies right now...as well as i have friends who supported me..all the way..even now..i decided not to remember all those unhappy things in my life last time...and i realise right now i m very positive towards life...even the one failed recent relationship i had with someone had changed me gradually...to be a better person..i really want to thanks that person..i would never forget that person for that someone had make a big impact in my life..thanks!*~_~* i love u*~_~* even though we cant be together i m glad we r friends...still.. all that i had said had been said..these were juz my feelings and thoughts..thanks..have confident in me,i will not let anything to pull me down now!love u guys!
-to those who still care for me....
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