sammie
* Birthday *
` 260288
* Age *
` 18
* Lurve *
` pink.Black.White.purple.Colorz
` My.Family.Frenz
` personality*
` friendly,fun,blur,sentimental,outgoing
` i have changed.i won't turn back.
[A]dores.
hanging out with friends
playing soccer,basketball
ruby,swimming
dressing up
blogging
surfing net/listening music
making friends
sentosa beach!!palawan!!
watchin tv/horror & comedy
watching anime
readin comics
cosplaying [L]oathes.
`everytin n anytin tat is unwated to me
` Bitchez.Slutz.bastards
` Backstabberz.Liarz
`people who think they r right & not give clear reasoning!
`spoilers!
// [L]inks.. *
`pure milk pink blouse
`jap long socks
`micro mini skirt
`a cap
`travel to whole of europe & shop there!
`out of sch 4va
`make more new friends
`learn exotic,cha cha,latin,ballroom dancing
(i need a partner!)
`be a good girl always!
hello guys...actually i was suppose to be sleepin now but i arent tired..anyway haiz..today such a bad day..i got back most of my results...to start the day first,we got back our maths paper 1..haiz...i can get one more mark then i pass...haiz..very sad..everytime like that..then go humanities room..get back pur english paper 2....by that time i was very sad cos i know that i did very badly for my maths paper2 already..and i aint gonna pass my maths..and my feelings that time was very downcast..when comes to the humans room,i realise that i had already started crying silently even before i get back my english paper....but i keep tellin myself to control my tears..this is not the end of the world....i juz couldnt control it....when i saw my english paper2, i realise i was crying..and harder..unable to control my tears,i juz kept crying...silently..my mind was like.."sam,stop crying..if u cry,u r surrending yrself to the battle of sorrow" cos i really did very badly for my english paper2.after thinking quite long..i finally stopped crying....i think probably only feena notice...she came over and sit beside me ... asked if i m ok..i said ya..she also told me that i m not lowest..i know i m not the lowest..but when i got this result,its totally so Un-Me!i was very unhappy..i was so afraid that my mum will start scolding me again cos of this..and when she did,i had every intention to kill myself..and running away from home...i nearly...due to my results.. cos i had already sense that i m not going to do very well this prelim....and it did came true... :) and after recess.and chinese...we went to the theatrette to get back our humans...i pass social studies but fail history..ss i juz passed..history..i didnt fail quite miserably...2 more marks i pass...haha..and ms ho say that overall everyone improves..cos mid year only 7 ppl pass history..and for prelim,7 ppl fail history...ammazing right?the geos girls however did not do so well....as us..haiz...even though i fail history..i was not upset..i was very happy...cos i improve..and again i nearly cried...haha..i gotta work extra hard this time...and then somehow i find candice got problem with me..cos of sth...i guess...but i dont want to make myself bother too much with all these stuffs though...for now...juz hope that we r friends....anyway i also got back my f&n and chemistry...f&n of cos la...i fail la..dunnit to say....haha..i give up on f&N liao..wads the point...chemistry i pass..so happy!!!now i shall flash all my results...haha
english paper2-->25/80(very sad right?marked by so many stict teachers!)
maths paper1-->29/60(so sad!!!!) maths paper2-->15/40(more sad!)total-->44/100
chinese-->41.6/100
social studies-->25/50...history-->23/50....total-->48/100
f&n-->13/80(lol...very nice right?haha...)
chemistry-->35/50(i very happy!!!..first time got chemistry so high!and i didnt study much for it ok?haha!)
now i left with biology..hopefully can give me a pass..then i will pass my science...i dunno la...cos the bio paper is more about plants..respiration...quite hard though...think i be one of the failure..haha..i dun want to say myself a failure yet..juz wait and see..
anyway i skipped my swimming on sunday...haha..again..i went to THE Pines(a country club) with my cousin, pamela..actually my family..already went with my cousin's family cos they thought i going for my swimming lesson and my cousin also not feeling well,but juz as i was stepping out of the house on sunday to go for my swimming lesson,my cousin called me..say that her family ask her to go down to the country club..ask if i would wanna come along..i said no la...she go herself..haha..then suddenly i keep thinking : "should i go or dun go?"...i dunno..i called her again...but she never answer..so forget it..i went for my lesson..but then i did give her a sms back..then as i was walkin so near to the swimming pool..she replied me : "skip yr lesson and come with me,the taxi is arriving in 10 mins time."so from the place...i ran...all the way back to my house..very long journey back u know!!then i go over her house..then afterthat we took a cab..down to the pines..arriving there its a nice place..ya...haha..after we met our parents..me,stacey and pamela went to karaoke..very lousy..dun have the latest like k-box...then pamela showed us around in the country club...got spas,majong place..pub,swimming pool,jaccuzzi..cool right?haha..the place not so crowded as SAFFRA..which is a good thing...and somemore is a cosy place...Pamela in the karaoke ordered a magereta...very nice alcohol... then we share..cos i and stacey not 18 wad...haiz..and the drink very cheap there...6.50 only u know! go outside buy..i think cost more than that...haha..then Pam said..lets make it a point to go to the pines every week..which means that i gotta skip my swimming lesson?haha...i dunno... see la...
anyway..on the bed i kept thinking abt him....wonder how is he doing for his prelim now...hope he do well..did he find the girl that he likes?....i dunno....and when i online..i finally saw eunice!haha..no la..cos tml i going to meet her..to get from her my yearbook...she said she will slaughter me if i m late...hope i dun be late.. dotx..dotx...haha..and my kor,syberian finally online...finally get to see him..haha..both of us quite busy with our schedule ba..then i kept naggin at him to go and sleep cos he having test tml...still dun wan to sleep...haiz..in the end he listen to me la..he went offline to go and sleep...good for him..oh ya...if u r readin this,let me return u a word too..."dun everytime sleep so late..sure got wrinkles wan...haha..u said this to me now i said this to u..lol"..anyway tml..i going to cut my fringe...lol...gonna turn back to my primary school hairstyle again..haha.but hopefully not so la..its china doll hairstyle..but i want my fringe to grow sideways instead of center...i think its going to be nice...hopefully.ah..very tired already....nitez!